A new start, A Beginning, A cry for Change, To have life back.

Good Afternoon,

This is my very first time writing a blog, to express thoughts, feelings, and dreams.

All this has started because of a need for more, because we have been living within a kind of Hell and uncertainty for over a year now. A Pandemic that began in 2020 and is at this moment not about to go way fast. I know where I was what I was thinking about and how things have changed now. The so called new Normal Life around the entire world. Which really does suck.

I am a Mom to 11 year old Girl, Wife of 23 years and a Nurse of 22 years now. What has life been like, well like all the world, it has been days and months of never knowing any more what to think, believe, or where to turn. A life full of crappy news on tv, social media and in the streets or even at work. Friends and family who are scared, or not big believers in all this crap. Ya even me, I do not know what to think or believe these days.

So where was I March 11 2020, I was at work in a Hospital doing my 12 hour day shift and beside doing my job. I was dreaming of how the next day my Daughter a that time was only 9 but about turn 10 in April 2020 would fly to Mexico for March Break. We did leave on March 12th 2020 as planned, we left our home at 0330 in the morning to be driven to the airport with our matching shirts. We were going to visit my Mom and her partner at their home. Oh what a treat this was going to be. I was not really concerned about Corona Virus COVID 19. My husband Dave was working the night shift and was not able to go on vacation then. So sadly he stayed home, and was subjected to all the stuff I missed, Thankfully, well we were away on the last Vacation we would get, for a long time.

So this has been my first blog as you read. I am now kind of thinking in this day of lots of rain, and my daughter online with her class on Zoom and sounding bossy that the other need their cameras on. I am taking my leave for now and going to sleep, my nap time it is.